chacusha
04 March 2025 @ 05:05 pm
Ah... huh. I apparently have quite a few books I've read that I've reviewed but have not archived those thoughts here. (I tend to write book reviews on Tumblr first because I read very slowly and take notes as I go, and Tumblr's drafts are just much better for doing that.) Also, I finished one of the arts I promised I would do in February (a couple of days late shhh), and so now I can use it in this post. I'm not going to include book club books in this round-up -- I'll save them for another time.

Enchantment (1999) by Orson Scott Card )
The Infinite and the Divine (2020) by Robert Rath )
Anthropology (2000) by Dan Rhodes )
The Big Game (Star Trek: Deep Space Nine, #4) (1993) by Sandy Schofield )
 
 
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chacusha
22 January 2025 @ 09:07 pm
red, gold and white snowflake shapes against a dark white background the word snowflake in dark yellow at the top and challenge in dark red at the bottom

Continuing to churn these out...

Challenge #6: Share your favourite piece of original canon.

Favorite piece of original canon )

Challenge #7: In your own space, create a list of at least three things you'd love to receive, something you've wanted but were afraid to ask for - a wishlist of sorts.

Wishlist )
 
 
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chacusha
05 November 2024 @ 03:43 pm
I posted this on Tumblr a while ago; thought I would copy it here:

About artists thinking of their art/fic/etc. as 'content' )

Also, here are my thoughts on various AUs done for this AU Bingo meme. I'm still taking requests for this, by the way!

FFIX + 20th Century AU )
FFT + Monster Hunter AU )
ST:DS9 + Royalty AU )
ST:DS9, Quodo + Superhero AU )


And then to round out this post, just a couple of links I wanted to share:

- The Hidden Racism of Book Cover Design -- I knew what "black woman author" book cover style they were talking about before any examples were given... There are also book genres that my partner calls Blue Book and Pink Book, and you can instantly tell which type of book is being advertised on the subway with basically no information given, just based on the graphic design of the ad. It's very powerful visual branding!
- Magic: the Gathering now has a game state in which you need to prove that there are an infinite number of twin primes to win
 
 
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chacusha
For [community profile] promptmepromptly, I got the following prompt:

What tropes that came from Star Trek have resonated most with you as a viewer, possibly with examples of them in alternate medias? If that scope is too broad, feel free to pick a trope and talk my ear off about it.

It's hard for me to tell what tropes Star Trek originated, and what it just popularized. So instead, I just decided to brainstorm some elements that frequently feature in Star Trek, and which resonate with me, and talk about them. I chose two topics:

Humanistic Renaissance men / random ship concerts )

Characters caught between different cultures )
 
 
chacusha
11 December 2023 @ 08:54 pm
Basically, I got a library card earlier this year, which has really helped remind me of the existence of books I mean to read and help me secure a copy of them, and also motivate me to finish them in a somewhat timely manner (I am very deadline-motivated). So here's a dump of thoughts I wrote up on various books I've finished this year.

Reviews contained in this post:
1) Star Trek: Deep Space Nine: Prophecy and Change (2003) ed. Marco Palmieri
2) Terciel and Elinor (2021),
3) To Hold the Bridge: Tales from the Old Kingdom and Beyond (2015),
4) and Newt's Emerald (2015) by Garth Nix
5) The Once and Future King (1958) by T. H. White

Books I started reading this year but haven't finished yet:
- I resumed reading Scott Pilgrim, which was a comic I was reading back in Pittsburgh. But I am delaying picking this up again until I finish with Fire and Blood.
- I also have paused reading The Body Keeps the Score until I am done with my fiction books.




Star Trek: Deep Space Nine: Prophecy and Change (2003) ed. Marco Palmieri
Archived from here: https://chacusha.tumblr.com/post/724641835961778176/star-trek-deep-space-nine-prophecy-and-change

I bought this book because of [archiveofourown.org profile] JessKo's recommendation of its Quodo short story, which is indeed great. This is a collection of short stories published shortly after DS9 ended, all set within canon (missing scenes/episodes) except for the one by Andrew J. Robinson at the end which seems to be a post-canon follow-up to A Stitch in Time. Here are my thoughts on the stories (mild spoilers for the general content of the book/premises of the individual stories):

Thoughts )


Terciel & Elinor (2021) by Garth Nix
Archived from here: https://chacusha.tumblr.com/post/723722930122539008/terciel-elinor-by-garth-nix

Thoughts )


To Hold the Bridge: Tales from the Old Kingdom and Beyond (2015) by Garth Nix
Archived from here: https://chacusha.tumblr.com/post/734276417861402624/to-hold-the-bridge-tales-from-the-old-kingdom-and

Thoughts )


Newt's Emerald (2015) by Garth Nix
Archived from here: https://chacusha.tumblr.com/post/736239405559382016/newts-emerald-2015-by-garth-nix

Thoughts )


The Once and Future King (1958) by T. H. White
Archived from here: https://chacusha.tumblr.com/post/736330022187646976/the-once-and-future-king-1958-by-t-h-white

Okay at last -- after maybe 4 or 5 years of reading this, I finally finished?! I suppose it's not that odd that this book took me so long to read given that it's kind of 4 novels in one, and this book was my bathroom reading book (meaning it had to be read in little pieces at a time). Only through dedication and perseverence did I manage to get through this one. And then I took like two months writing up this summary/review... /o\

Thoughts )
 
 
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chacusha
Archiving/crossposting from Tumblr:

So in response to this poll on how many Quark ships I have, I was talking about the fact that, while I do ship Quark with everyone, Quodo is definitely "OTP" for me, both in the sense that it's the Quark pairing I spend most of my time thinking about and also in the sense that I do think Odo is Quark's one "True Love," so to speak. Not like I think True Love is a thing that makes sense in real life but in terms of narrative, I think Quark and Odo are set up as having long-term compatibility and being made for each other, more so than most ships involving Quark.

So then this inspired me to go through Quark's various love interests and rate them in terms of their long-term compatibility with him. No one asked for this but here we go:

Quark's love interests, ranked by long-term compatibility )
 
 
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chacusha
28 January 2023 @ 03:46 pm
Snowflake Challenge promotional banner with image of crystal snowflakes on green leaves on a dark blue background. Text: Snowflake Challenge January 1-31.

Challenge #9 - In your own space, celebrate a personal win from the past year.

I mean... It's got to be writing a complete(!) novel-length(!) Quodo fic.

It's true that I have definitely gotten more confident in my writing each year since joining [community profile] getyourwordsout (which is especially true when it comes to Quodo, which for some reason has consistently been easier for me to come up with longer plots for and draft than any other fandom/pairing I've gotten into ¯\_(ツ)_/¯). But... at the same time, it is still a bit difficult for me to believe I pulled this off. First, while my writing skills HAVE gotten stronger since 2019 when I first joined GYWO, it must be said that I joined GYWO because I specifically wanted help finishing off two multichapter WIPs... and noticeably, NEITHER of those fics are finished yet, and both of them are STILL shorter than that Quodo fic (they're at ~27k and ~20k).

So basically, I am very aware that writing multichapter fics (especially with a plot) is hard. So I am really surprised and proud of myself for pulling off a finished fic WAY longer than anything I've ever done -- and it is a fic I like a lot too!

(Of course, now that I'm aware I have it in me to write novel-length Quodo fic, I find that I'm eager to write more this year. I have one Quodo idea that could easily be novella-length (20-30k words maybe) and another that will definitely be novel-length if I finish it (it's currently ~24k words and maybe 1/3 done).)

Challenge #10 - In your own space, create a fanwork.

So I decided to make some icons, of Bravely Default (a fandom I was hoping to get some icons for in [community profile] fandomtrees but didn't, so need to go make them myself) and also icons from my own art. Oh, also I finished up an old Trials of Mana icon I started.

Cut for images )

Feel free to take any of them if they are relevant to your interests! Also, I've finally archived these and a whole bunch of older icons I made for requests at my icon journal:
- 48 drawn art icons (video games, animanga, my fanart)
- 46 live action icons (TV and film, mostly Star Trek)

Challenge #11 - In your own space, Talk about your favorite trope, cliché, kink, motif, or theme.

Okay I swear before I even saw [personal profile] hamsterwoman's entry, I was also going to talk about Five-Man Bands.

Five-Man Bands )
 
 
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chacusha
27 November 2022 @ 09:52 pm
I was talking with [tumblr.com profile] weaver0fwords about why it is that Odo never acknowledges Quark's more good deeds, like the food/supply smuggling he did for Bajorans during Terok Nor, or why Odo, someone who is concerned more with justice than law, strongly disapproves when (for example) Quark arms the Maquis and similar groups. It's very likely (given Odo's close monitoring of Quark) that Odo knew about Quark's smuggling during the occupation and yet he never mentions or acknowledges it at any point in the show, and when you do have Odo finding out about Quark's illegal activities that seem to be for a good cause, he's usually annoyed/disapproving in a way that indicates that he still very much has a low opinion of Quark. This got me thinking about how I think Quark's morality has been very influential on Odo and that Odo and Quark have a kind of symbiotic relationship when it comes to moral action. There's less evidence of it in canon, but I also think Kira had a similar influence on Odo's morality. Both Quark and Kira through their contrast with Odo's values help define for Odo what he is willing and not willing to do.

This is one of my favorite topics so I decided to expound a bit more on what I think Odo's morality is as depicted in the show, and how I think Quark and Kira shaped that morality.

Odo's morality )
 
 
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chacusha
12 November 2022 @ 06:59 pm
Being lazy with some of the answers here because this is SO overdue. These questions are kind of fannish/meta focused.

Star Trek favorites 39-50 )

Full list of questions
 
 
Current Mood: rushed
 
 
chacusha
23 October 2022 @ 10:18 am
I'm trying out archiving some of my Tumblr meta here because I'm stepping back from Tumblr a bit and would like to have everything collected in my journal, maybe. So here's where I will collect various examples of my partner's elaborate headcanons about Star Trek that he will just casually drop on me.

Whether Ferengi have a notion of romantic love )
On what explains the appearance of Changelings )
On the circumstances under which Rom and Nog came to DS9 )
On the possibility of Odo having an unrequited crush on Quark instead of the other way around )
On Quark's self-image and sense of masculinity )
On Brunt and whether an aristocracy exists in Ferengi society )
On Ferengi marriage )
Is Quark a thief? )
On Ferengi attitude/obligations to family )
How many Changelings are in the Alpha Quadrant )
 
 
chacusha
31 July 2022 @ 07:14 pm
Once again attempting to just push these answers out so I can move onto a different meme. Maybe I bit off more than I could chew trying to answer all of these! These questions are generally episode/movie/acting centric.

Star Trek favorites 26-38 )

Full list of questions
 
 
Current Mood: rushed
 
 
chacusha
11 July 2022 @ 10:54 pm
Once again, this has taken me way too long. Here are all the character-centric questions. Warning for potential spoilers for basically all Star Trek shows.

Star Trek favorites 13-25 )

Full list of questions
 
 
Current Mood: rushed
 
 
chacusha
21 May 2022 @ 09:34 pm
Once again:
Broke: Hoping people on Tumblr send me asks for this Star Trek 'favorites' meme.
Woke: tl;dring the full set of questions on DW.

This took me a really long time to do even a quarter of, because I write too much. Warning for potential spoilers for basically all Star Trek shows.

Star Trek favorites 1-12 )

Full list of questions )
 
 
Current Mood: rushed
 
 
chacusha
25 April 2021 @ 11:38 am
I read an interesting article on probability and gambling1 and I also recently watched the DS9 episode 4x08 "Starship Down," which has some great Quark scenes where he teaches Hanok the thrill of gambling and taking risk. Together, these two things made me think about how Quark is both a gambler and a gambling house proprietor, and how the attitudes toward risk and gambling line up (or don't) with the concept of profit in Ferengi culture. So have some meta about Ferengi...

One thing that’s quite funny to me is that one of the Ferengi Rules of Acquisition is #62: "The riskier the road, the greater the profit." Now, this sounds like a very Nightmare Person doctrine to believe in, because there's all sorts of risky actions you can take that have basically no chance of a reward, so this rule sounds like it's encouraging people to take risk for no good reason on the mistaken belief that risk and reward generally go together when they don't. While perhaps there are certain limited circumstances where more risky actions lead to higher rewards, as a general rule, you would not expect these two things to correlate. In fact, there's plenty of cases in life when the more profitable course of action is to secure guaranteed rather than chancy profit (as Hanok correctly points out in "Starship Down"). So why is this a rule? It seems more like a fallacy of a gambler to believe this odd thing rather than any kind of sensible money-making advice.

But actually, this rule does make sense if you replace "profit" with a different sort of reward -- namely, the dopamine hit of pleasure. If we're talking about pleasure, then yes, the riskier the wager you make, the more relieved you are when it works out. So here, the notion of reward is actually a subjective one: how it feels after you make a risky play, rather than what the status of your bank account is.

This conflation of profit and pleasure is generally a feature of Ferengi culture. Despite how much emphasis they put on earning profit, from all we know about them, the Ferengi are actually probably pretty subpar profit-makers -- they're very short-termist, and they lie and cheat frequently, which alienates customers/trade partners and forces them to continually have to move to new markets. Hanok is understandably a bit confused why they consider this a viable profit model because on its face, it looks pretty dumb.

But for Ferengi, the notion of "profit" isn’t just monetary but more holistic -- it includes any kind of benefit you might get in life such as pleasure, social standing, etc. So in "The riskier the road, the greater the profit," the profit here is probably referring more like to how it feels when you win rather than objectively how much you’ve won. But there doesn't seem to be a lot of self-awareness about this. I think the Ferengi do think they are profit-maximizing (in the monetary sense), while in actuality caring a bit more about short-term pleasure than long-term profit. It's kind of interesting because I also think this makes them similar to the Klingons and the Vulcans, who both think they care about honor and logic, but instead actually seem to be chasing after a nearby thing that they confuse with honor and logic (for Klingons, socially-awarded accolades which they call "honor" and for Vulcans, conformity to a specific utilitarianism that is culturally normal which they call "logic").

This makes sense of the way that Ferengi also regularly chase after sex partners and engage in conspicuous consumption, even if this might conflict with earning a profit. (You can imagine an alternative version of Ferengi who are like the Calvinist stereotype: people who drily accumulate without conspicuous consumption and who eschew pleasure, which would be very different.)

And it makes sense of Quark as both a gambler and the owner of a gambling house. I imagine that Quark (who, like a typical Ferengi, is good with math) has a very dry method for calculating payouts for different types of bets in a way that benefits the house and ensures he always makes a profit. That's profit in the monetary sense of the word, and there's very little risk involved (except when there's uncertainty about the likelihood of different outcomes, or when something goes wrong, like someone cheats). But Quark is also very willing to play gambling games even when the odds are unknown or unclear (e.g. 1x10 "Move Along Home") and even though he has personal knowledge of the fact that "the house always wins." That's his appreciation for profit in the pleasurable sense of the word, where the very existence of risk is what creates the reward, like when he and Hanok experience a thrill from disarming a bomb because the personal stakes were so high.

So Quark is a pretty orthodox Ferengi in that he appreciates these multiple forms of "profit," as suggested by Rule #62, even if this means he probably doesn't make as much money as he could.




1 Barboianu, Catalin. "Mathematics for gamblers." Aeon, 20 April 2021, https://aeon.co/essays/a-mathematician-a-philosopher-and-a-gambler-walk-into-a-bar
 
 
chacusha
21 February 2019 @ 10:11 am
[community profile] questionoftheday asks: What is the most ridiculous thing you have ever cried over?

My answer:
To be clear, this is a "very ridiculous thing that I cried over because it was so ridiculous" and not a "thing that was ridiculous to cry over".

The "Rascals" episode of Star Trek: The Next Generation.

My partner and I had already had this running joke that, in Star Trek, NEVER get into a shuttlecraft. You will be attacked and die, or crash on a planet, or be sucked into a Negative Space Wedgie. (Or I would find out later, you might accidentally tear the fabric of the multiverse!)

So... "Rascals" opens with four people returning to the Enterprise on a shuttlecraft. Already, alarm bells are ringing in my head. Not only that, they are an UNUSUAL set of four people: Picard, Keiko, Ro, and Guinan. ALARM BELLS.

But they make it to the Enterprise safely without incident.

Whew.

Looks like not EVERY time you get in a shuttlecraft, there's a disaster -- wait -- there's been a transporter accident, you say?!

ALARM. BELLS.

And then there's the reveal.


They are children now.


The opening credits roll. The whole episode will be about this.

The mix of apprehension, fake-out relief, more anxiety, utter ridiculousness, and excited anticipation was too much for me. I just broke down crying within the first five minutes of the episode.
 
 
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