12 March 2026 @ 12:24 am
In tonight's game, the rest under a cut for those who don't care. )

And that's where we left off.
 
 
Current Mood: accomplished
 
 
10 March 2026 @ 10:01 pm
Your absence has gone through me
Like thread through a needle.
Everything I do is stitched with its color.


*******


Link
 
 
Jenn related everybody's lack of sleep, ending with a hopeful "So, you're not working tonight, right?"

Ah, no, I am working, and under no circumstances will I call out on the grounds that my dog is crazy.

Other than dementia, which she shows no signs of (the dog, not my sister... I mean, not her either, but that's not what I'm talking about), what could cause this sudden barking spree in an otherwise pretty quiet doggie?

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Read more... )
 
 
11 March 2026 @ 09:54 pm
Link to a sample letter/email

A friend let me know about a new Bureau of Prisons guideline for treatment of inmates with gender dysphoria, which you can read in its entirety here. The short form is that they're denying trans inmates gender-affirming care despite medical consensus, and substituting conversion therapy, which has been proven to be harmful and does not in any way "cure" gender dysphoria
 
 
 
11 March 2026 @ 03:53 pm


Gyre explores the tunnels of an alien world in a mechanical suit, her only connection to the outside world the voice of Em, her handler who she’s never met, who may or may not have her welfare in mind, and who definitely has boundary issues.

Gyre has less experience caving than she claimed, and caving is extremely difficult. There are sandworm-like creatures called Tunnelers that will kill multiple parties of cavers for unknown reasons, so cavers go in alone, unable to take off their suit for weeks on end, with their handler as their only link with the outside world. Em can literally take control of Gyre’s suit/body, can inject her with drugs, etc - and not only has little compunction about doing so, but won't tell Gyre what the actual purpose of the mission is.

Spoilers! Read more... )

This is a type of story I don’t see very often, in which there’s one main science fiction element – in this case, the mechanical caving suit – which is explored in depth and is essential to the story, and it’s also set on a (very lightly sketched-in) other planet. Generally the “one science fiction element” stories are set on Earth. Apart from the Tunnelers, this novel actually could take place on an Earth where the suit exists.

The Luminous Dead, like The Starving Saints, has a small cast of sapphic women and takes place almost entirely in the same claustrophobic space; if it was on TV, we’d call it a bottle episode. I normally like that sort of thing but unlike The Starving Saints, it outstays its welcome. It has about a novella’s worth of story, and while it’s very atmospheric and any given portion is well-written and interesting, considered alone, as a whole it’s very repetitive and over-long. I would mostly recommend it if you like complicated lesbians with bad boundaries.
 
 



Kanata: Aren't you forgetting something?
Nayuta: Forgetting what?
Kanata: That we're going against Buraikan in just a little bit.
Nayuta: Ah, is that all? I mean, sure, I'm a bit nervous, but I figure there's no use worrying about it. We already got this far.
Kanata: I mean, yeah, but...
Nayuta: And more importantly, I'm just really looking forward to standing on stage with you, Kanata.
Kanata: ...
Nayuta: You know, more than being able to fuck around with 10 billion, just being able to live and sing with you is what makes me really happy.

Take a leaf out of Nayuta's book for once, Kanata~

Nayuta perking up when he realized Shiki was there. :')

Road to Legend:




This is so good! Both the lyrics and the sound. Haruomi's voice is hella deep.

Takin' It:



Not my thing though the visuals are fun as always. Buraiken was right to win.
 
 
Current Mood: tired
 
 
11 March 2026 @ 12:39 pm
@ Spotify

Endless possibilities
and endless cruelty …
Even if I weight it,
I want to believe in this song, today as well.

I was used
and got betrayed,
but that’s okay.
Let’s start again.

One day, one day.
Even if the day comes when our sound will end,
we’ll start walking.
THE BEGINNING
🎤
Royz - THE BEGINNING [
translation]
 
 
11 March 2026 @ 11:12 am
Used my manga TBR boardgame.

I finished 12/11 on my last board My dad was in an accident and the only thing I've felt like doing is reading manga through the tiredness and stress so that's why I finished so fast, plus I mostly only read one chapter of non-BLs. Had a mix of a terrible time and good time with the manga lol

Avatar:

Natsume
Skill:
re-draw a prompt once


Roll #1:

A 6, prompt: author/artist collab. It's been a while since I read one! I picked one that I can't just read the webnovel for: Chewy n' Mushy (that title!).

Roll #2:

A 4, prompt: fantasy element - Blue Exorcist.

Roll #3:

Another 4, prompt: BDSM again. Am I tired of BDSM since I've read so many lately? Naah. Hardcore Vanilla.

Roll #4:

A 1, intimidates you. Ehhh I'll be brave. Anything that I haven't read in a while is intimidating honestly. Boku no Hero Academia.

Roll #5:

A 3, prompt: crossdressing! The oneshot 1-nen C-gumi Yoshida Kakari.

Roll #6:

A 4, prompt: cover features blue. Are You Alice?.

Roll #7

Another 4, costume on cover. Cardcaptor Sakura: Clear Card-hen

Roll #8

A 3 and I got the boot with the trap tile. New roll is a 5, prompt: mythology. Jibaku Shounen: Hanako-kun

Roll #9

A 1, prompt: opposites attract. EniDewi

Roll #10

A 2 and the CR tile. #5, which is more B-Eyes.

Roll #11

A 3, prompt: oneshot. Akanuketa Joshi ga Chiyahoya sareru Manga ga Yurusenai Senpai

Roll #12

Another 2, prompt: angels. Already have EniDewi, using skill. New prompt: Published between '10-20. Nakasete! Doctor which came out in '15.

Roll #13

A 1, prompt: delinquents, Ai ga Love Shite You nanosa

Roll #14

A 6 and another CR tile. Wish I'd gotten the TBR one. #26 Golden Kamuy

Roll #15

A 5 and finally the end. The physical manga this time is one of my faves, Wild Rock. Hope it holds up.

~Manga TBR List~


[BL/Romance] Chewy n' Mushy ✔️
[Fantasy/Supernatural] Blue Exorcist
[Romance/Comedy] Hardcore Vanilla
[Superhero/Action] Boku no Hero Academia
[Comedy/School Life] 1-nen C-gumi Yoshida Kakari
[Fantasy/Mystery] Are You Alice?
[Fantasy/Drama] Cardcaptor Sakura: Clear Card-hen
[Supernatural/Mystery] Jibaku Shounen: Hanako-kun
[Fantasy/Slice of Life] EniDewi
[Action/Comedy] B-Eyes
[GL/School Life] Akanuketa Joshi ga Chiyahoya sareru Manga ga Yurusenai Senpai
[BL/Drama] Nakasete! Doctor
[BL/Romance] Ai ga Love Shite You nanosa
[Action/Adventure] Golden Kamuy
[BL/Romance] Wild Rock

x5 shoujosei, x4 shounen, 1 seinen, x4 BL, x1 GL
 
 
Current Mood: exhausted
 
 
11 March 2026 @ 11:03 am
 

 Read geikomi SQUIRM & Entwine, rated them 1/5. 

 Read the BL Healing Paradox, and rated it 8/10! 

 And also read the sequel Healing Paradox deeper and rated it 8.5/10!. 

 Read ep. 9-13 of Men of the Harem & 

 Read the BL Chou to Hana no Kankeisei and rated it 8/10! 

 Read ch. 184 of D.Gray-Man.

 (Re)read ch. 1 of Slam Dunk.

 Read ch. 178-179 of Kimetsu no Yaiba, my kokoro hurts and it's only going to get worrrrse.

 Read ch. 216 of Dr. Stone!

 Read ch. 1 of Brave 10 S!

 Read the BL White Guardian, rated it 4/10. :/ 

 Read ch. 28 of Kuroshitsuji.
 
 
Current Mood: drained
 
 
 


Chapter 11: Lmao at Klein's flashy pink outfit.

Sonnaught's unhappy look at the idea of Latil's consorts.

Latil's mad because Hyacinth 'brought his personal feelings into this and refused a diplomatic request' but she fully well knew exactly what she was doing and yeah it would've been asked of him no matter who the Emperor was but she did it out of her own personal feelings for sure and relished the idea of his reaction. 😋

Chapter 12: I wonder if Hyacinth every got to see this kind of side to her? I think she only tried to show the sweet, tame side of herself to him. Just as he did really.

"How could someone as pure as Latil send a letter so venomous and full of ridicule" Because she only showed one side to you.

Damn, forgot Hyacinth killed the one Aini loved and was engaged to and was forced into an engagement with him after. 😰 I hope she is in a better position down the line...

I mean he sent his own brother to you Latil, not giving him back is going to be good revenge! Even if Klein drives her crazy...

Chapter 13: Latil finds out someone has been stealing her letters from Hyacinth, finds out that another empire was working with Thula. Klein continues to be a nuisance.

 
 
Current Mood: tired
 
 
 


Chapter 9: Raean: "Did you really have to kill Thula?" what, would locking him up in a cell for the rest of his life really be much more 'nice'? And he would've just escaped using a traitor.

Raean: "He was family even though he killed your father and usurped the throne! Blood is important!"

*scoff* Seriously? If you'd just said that you hated she had to stain her hands with his blood I would've found it more relatable. And he says being merciful especially at the beginning is important, but the guy did all that terrible stuff, she would've been seen as weak if she didn't make a showing of it! Raean is too naive.

Wait, they have 'other siblings'? *confused*

Chapter 10: I thought Ranamun was always going to be the consort? Or was that just rumored?

Okay apparently there's a regular consort and a royal consort?? I see, he can go on to become a royal consort from his position as consort, which he plans to do within the year because he's pissed at her announcement to take on multiple consorts.

Honestly he has the ambition to keep up with Latil. It's too bad he won't get to use the skills he learned to be good in bed. *smh*

Latil's letter to Hyacinth telling him to pick a consort for her is 👌.

Klein's misunderstanding really bothers me but he's so dramatic it's hilarious to watch.
 
 
Current Mood: hungry
 
 
 
09 March 2026 @ 10:38 pm
Went to the ballet again last weekend; will report on that tomorrow I think. Meanwhile, for the music meme, today's prompt is for an underrated song. This is a somewhat hard choice when working with new songs, as something that is new is discovered or undiscovered; overrated and underrated require a certain maturity. So I chose a song from 2023.

an underrated song
Elysion - Crossing Over



prompts under the cut

a song you discovered this month Lady Gaga - Disease
a song that makes you smile Catalyst Symphony - Eden
a song that makes you cry Stratovarius - Shine in the Dark
a song that you know all the lyrics of Deep Sun - Storyteller
a song that proves that you have good taste Synthwailer - Iron Arch
a song title that is in all lowercase newest release FlowerLeaf - The Wake
a song title that is in all uppercase Illumishade – ELEGY
an underrated song
a song that has three words
a song from your childhood
a song that reminds you of summertime
a song that you feel nostalgic to
the first song that plays on shuffle
a song that someone showed you
a song from a movie soundtrack
a song from a television soundtrack
a song about being 17
a song that reminds you of somebody
a song to drive to
a song with a number in the title
a song that you listen to at 3am in the morning
a song with a long title
a song with a color in the title
a song that gets stuck in your head
a song in a different language
a song that helps you fall asleep at night
a song that describes how you feel right now
a song that you used to hate but love today
a song that you downloaded
a song that you want to share
 
 
 
 
08 March 2026 @ 10:07 pm
Last week: Lots of discussion of various contemporary Roman emperors and their families: Claudius, Agrippina, Nero, Britannicus. Quinctilius Varus and Arminius make an appearance as well. Also Josephus wants to tell you ALL about the Essenes, and none of us knows why but maybe we will find out sometime in the future?? (ugh, I haven't finished replying to comments yet on this either, sorry! -- hopefully will get to that tomorrow)

This week: The Jewish war starts! It's a mess. We do finally meet our hero Josephus, who is just the most heroic, clever, and brave guy. (Probably devilishly handsome too, although this is admittedly not in the text.)

Next week: where shall we read to in Book 3? ETA: All of book 3 for this week!